QUOTE 6 IF YOU DON’T LIKE THE QUALITY OF YOUR LIFE, LEARN TO BECOME A MASTER SELECTOR FROM YOUR HIGHEST SELF.
The Missing Links
In spirituality, it is often said that we find ourselves when we are able to be in a state of “beingness.” This is truth. In order to reach this beingness, in my experience there was a lot of “tryingness” and “doingness” (it’s okay to make words up!). Without experiential expression and the gift of selecting that which didn’t resonate so that I could choose the things that did, how could I reach a state of just being? Understanding the wisdom of cycles tells us that action and non-action are both required. I recognized that knowing is prerequisite to being. (I know, therefore I am.)
At this point, about four years in to the journey, there was still a lot of trying, doing, experimenting, learning, filing and discarding of therapies, lifestyle, and education. A lot was being “done” but more was not being done. The hidden treasures were in the area of what was not being done.
Many people would say, “Oh, Helen is strong. She can handle it.” There may have been truth in that, but it would none the less really piss me off when people said that! Nobody can wear your shoes or walk your path, or know what is truly going on inside. Not even someone suffering from the same condition knows, as each soul has its own perception and interpretation of events, based on multidimensional influences and experiences.
I was opening many doors, but those of my inner world were still tightly bolted. The internal story was another world that was silently waiting to be addressed. The truth was that my mind, emotions, and energetic world were a shambles. The reason for it was that I didn’t know much about it. I wasn’t aware that these were things that one could change, control, choose, or do anything about. With the understanding I had at that time, it was just the way it was. How is it possible to change the way you feel about something? When I did find out that in fact it is possible, I couldn’t see how it could be. It seemed hunky-dory in theory, but in practice it didn’t seem to gel. It just wasn’t working for me. I had tried counseling and psychotherapy but it didn’t feel right. It definitely had no resonance. One of my therapists said I was therapy resistant! I already innately knew all that stuff, and it was only scratching the surface of where I really needed to go, yet I didn’t yet realize where that was! It felt as though the working of my mind, be it conscious or subconscious, was only a tiny piece of a huge mosaic tapestry. It was a good place to start, though. I was starting to awaken to deeper insights.
EXCERPT FROM MY BOOK ‘THE MIRACLE FREQUENCY’